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Thursday, August 5th, 2004
9:37 pm
i have a new lj.

__somethingneon


add me....

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Saturday, July 31st, 2004
4:08 pm
Work suuuuuuuucks.
It has it's fun moments, but jesusfuckingchrist I get way too bored.

Great story: During my last hour at work I have to stock things up, including the restrooms. My sister is training me so she helped me out. She stocked the girls, I stocked the boys. I knocked on the door just in case someone was using the urinal instead of the stall. Some guy opened the door and I told him I had to stock up. I put toilet paper in one of the stalls then went to re-fill the paper towel dispenser. He started asking me if I was done in the stalls and I told him yes. While I was stocking paper towels he totally disapeared and I didnt see the door open. I finished, turned around to leave and glanced in the mirror to see this 40something year old man using the fucking urinal! At that precise moment my sister knocked then walked in and saw him too. We ran out of there...laughing. So gross. Im gald I didnt see anything. Im glad the urinal is tucked away in the corner.
By the way, boys smell. Literally. That is the worst smelling bathroom. I had to cover my nose with my shirt.

Denny's and movie night was great. That was the best way evereverevrrrrr to spend my evening after working.
Too bad we couldn't pull an all nighter. I had to be at work by 8 this morning and I do again tomarrow.

Heather and Desiree are leaving. Wtf? Why is everyone leaving?

My life is pretty fucking boring.

current mood: groggy
current music: Jesus and Mary Chain-Just Out of Reach

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Thursday, July 8th, 2004
4:50 pm - yaddayadda
I suck at keeping up with this journal. I just suck in general.

Well, what have I been up to?
Sneaking off to Hollywood/Whittier/Pico Rivera/Santa Clarita for one. Im getting to see Shana and other beautiful people. And I got to kiss Shana cause she is my grrrl/boyfriend*. So yay.

I've been slaving around the house and helping my mom out more than usual. This I still havent figured out. Maybe I just feel like being nice for once.

Also, I have been coloring my hairrr. Well, just once so far. It's going to take three trips to get it how I want it. I would do it myself but it would be waaaaay too hard considering the color I am going for. Right now, the color, well, it suuuuucks. I think it looks horrible and if by my thrid visit it doensn't look 100% better, im coloring over it. What a waste of money if that happens....

Simon is coming out next week. Im nervous. Im getting all self-concious again and feeling all crappy.
wtf whatever....

Im not in the best of moods so sorry for the shitty entry.


current mood: frustratedface
current music: New Order-Bizzare Love Triangle

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Tuesday, June 15th, 2004
10:56 am - uh-oh
Okaaaaaay.
So I got in a lot of trouble Saturday night. First day of Summer break. But I don't regret it at all and it was soooo worth it.

Me and Amanda got a bright idea to drive down to Hollywood without our parents knowing. We did and we did it damn well. Our parents had no clue.

I got to meet my newest grrrl Shana. She is the best everevereverrrr. OMG I love this girl. And she is so gorgeous.
We had a lot of fun.

But the night ended with parents calling parents and we allll got in trouble.

But then I walked into my room after getting nagged at and found presents from Simon. Yay. That made my night.

Me and Amanda are going again. And we will get Shana. And this time grrrl..we will get out of the fucking car!Promise.


current mood: rebelface
current music: Pizzicato Five- La Deression

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Wednesday, June 9th, 2004
6:21 pm



[H]awt [S]ex

I [LOVE] kissing ♥Desiree♥

Wife*


current mood: kissyface
current music: Relaxed Muscle-Sexualized

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Monday, June 7th, 2004
6:10 pm - stalker,stalk me
Stalking people is a hobby of mine.
I can't help it. It's one of those baaaad habits.

I just got done chasing down 3 boys who are friends of a friend in a car with my grrrrls Heather and Amanda.
They honked at us as we were leaving the thrift store.
I almost jumped out of the car to run down Palmdale Blvd and find the fellas.
I always knew I had this in me.

Also, taking pictures of a beautiful boy you don't know and has know idea he is in the picture? Wow. I never thought I would do such a thing.

♥////////////♥

Recieving packages in the mail from a boy you're absolutely crazy about makes a girl like me smile like mad.
Im doing it now.

HiHiHiiiii to Rob. I love youuuuuuu. You're my boy.♥
And to my grrrrl Shana. Love, don't worry. I hope it all gets better. I love you tons and this summer we will be happy. So no more crying, sweety!


current mood: stalkerface
current music: The Stivs- Movement Movement!

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Saturday, June 5th, 2004
6:40 pm - D-I-S-C-O
I'm having the time of my life listening to this ring tone on my cell.
Dance party all the way.
This is rave music and I love it.
Do I sound really lame?
Anyone up for a dance party with me and my cellphone?
<3

current mood: dancedancedance
current music: "Disco"ring tone on my Nokia phone

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Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004
7:13 pm - ♥yeahyeah♥
Yessssss. Im back. Not that it matters.
Ummmmmmm....yeah...I dont know what to write on here so I will just copy what I wrote on my other site....

I hate that feeling of anxiety and nervousness you get in your tummy. It makes you want to vomit.
Im in so much trouble.

I really had the hip dippin' trick today. All day. I danced more than I ever have. Heather is a good dance partner. She had me cornered at one point and danced right there for me. It made me pee my pants of course. And if im not mistaken, we also broke out in hardcore dance. I didn't think I had it in me.

I went through all of my old pictures at one o'clock in the morning. I ripped myself out of every single one. It felt good. I kept a few just so I can point and laugh at them and call myself disgusting names. I can critique them and point out every tiny flaw.

I have so much to do and only two weeks to do it. Things are stressful as it is, this just adds on.

My dreams keep me awake at night. I dream about things I probably shouldn't be dreaming.
My memories haunt me. My good ones mostly.

I love a boy whos feelings are unrequited.

kaaaaaaybye.


current mood: saaaaaadface
current music: Joy Division-Decades

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Tuesday, April 13th, 2004
5:45 pm - Titles are for wusses
Oh me Oh my.

I updated again.....

Sort of.

What a nasty picture I've got on here.......

<3

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Wednesday, January 28th, 2004
4:19 pm
SOMEONE told me to post again. So for him, I will.

Been busy. Busy staying up late talking to my boy. Well, not mine...yet. School owns me. And there are just too many birthdays in January for me to handle.

I think I am officially obsessed with Jesus and Mary Chain. They are my favorite. Well, one of them. I cant go a day without having them playing. Yum.

Partial phone sex is fun.

=Tessa

current mood: TIRED
current music: Jesus and Mary Chain-Darklands

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Saturday, January 10th, 2004
4:23 pm - Kill the beast....
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate this so much! Why does this always happen to me?!

Twice! Twice this year!

Fuck this.....

People are so fake. People lead you on. People just suck.

current mood: Hostile,Hostile,HOSTILE!!
current music: My Bloody Valentine- Soft As Snow(But Warm Inside)

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Wednesday, January 7th, 2004
2:36 pm - I'd like to trip you up.
Ok. so I screwed up the first time. THIS is my site.

And once again, thank you to Bailey.

Im trying to decide if I like the colors. Im not sure yet.

Blah! Im done. Maybe Rob will comment...again....

Mucho love-o
=Tessa

current music: Jesus and Mary Chain- Upside Down

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